ReflectionnoitcelfeR *All this time because I never understood myself All this stress because I never took the time to reflect All this confusion because I never understood myself All this depression because I never made a decision All this pain because I never reevaluated my life All this anxiety because I never realized *Repeat
Darkness The darkness creeps in again As day changes to night An unstoppable phantom An all-encumbering blanket No light can make it bearable Just surrender and accept It is dark once again Until morning
Fall Fall is here Now taunting us At first bringing hints of hope Then encompassing us in its brutal embrace Like icy cold fingers grasping and gripping Exhilarating and depressing at once Ominously reminding us winter is just around the corner Fall is gone
Why? Why do I bother Wasted energy I could have stayed in bed today Why do I try Wasted effort I could have Netflix and chilled Why do I believe Wasted faith I could have stuck to the routine Why do I continue Wasted breath I could have killed myself But I'm still here Why?
The Night I don’t want this night to end Floating in oblivion I want night to last forever Why must we wake up? It’s as if the night is there just to tease us Only a short reprieve from torturous day Dreams blind us from what awaits when we wake I want this night to stay and comfort me in its eternal blackness The sun’s beams like a monster peeking from behind the closet door Spend day waiting for night’s warm embrace Bringing comfort and protection from all that exists Anonymity at last But don’t let it fool you Night is day disguised Unveiling its true identity come dusk Falling asleep into an inviting void A dimension beyond our four Together we go interstellar The night doesn’t care about your successes or failures Good night Sleep tight
Deadline I’m not tired but I’m not awake I close my eyes wanting to shut out everything and focus But I fall asleep once again behind schedule Day's gone When I’m asleep deadline's drift away like sand in an ocean breeze Pray I don't wake up, to stay in limbo Awoken again by the greed of day I feel the instant deadline of life waiting
Time Time has no purpose no start, no end perpetually repeating itself at an ever faster rate so fast it makes clocks spin knocking atoms along rushing into the future forgetting the past rendering the future obsolete
Walking Plague I am a walking plague I bring death and disease everywhere I go Where there is life there will eventually be death I am a walking plague For which there is no cure Why hasn’t God created a cure to wipe me off the face of the earth? I am a walking plague I live in complete isolation from the world I should be burnt into nothingness I will die lonely I am a walking plague
My Shadow My shadow is perfect It moves gracefully No flaws No sharp edges No signs of aging No eyes, no mouth No expression It ponders quietly In its infinite knowing And looks back at me Wondering What beast is staring back at it
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